It was my first time! i mean my first time down in manchester! i was frightened! when i was a boy i had a friend called zippy, he helped me and coaxed me through problems, the only thing was, is that no one else could see him! surely this cant be right! right? well n e way i went to Canal street its where all the gay people hang out! well now i can say queens cos trust me ive met enough of them! but n e way i was there, pondering a few middle aged guys looking at me! one guy came up to me, he looked like a nice guy in his 50's looked gentle! asked me what i was doing to which i replied im just hanging around my first time, he asked if i had a job i said yeah and we spoke bout it, to which he offered me £60 just to see his house i was un sure, but when your 16 £60 just to look at soemones house is a lot of money! especially when your on £4.25 per hour! well zippy wasn't there was he! i tried and tried to talk to him but he wassn't there i windered if he had falen out with me well we hadn't spoke for bout 7 years! so i went!!, look at his house???? yeah and his bedroom, wanted to watch porn whilst playing with my arse just whilst he had a W**K i mean how easy is that??? Zippy? well he aint around still!
to be honest that day made me who i am! made me realise that im in the big BAD world now and its up to me to make my decisions not my mum anymore, i was to be a responsible adult in another couple of years! OMG!!!
NO, what can i do, well i had a boyfriend, he was 19 i was 16 he had just come to manchester from newcastle! we got together, i went on holiday with my friend! he stayed home and well he cheated! i never looked at another guy in that way again! ever since ive allways had my doubts about guys watched every move they make! also being jealous when another talks or look at them or when they have profiles on internet! i'll never treat a guy bad but ill always know whats going on either with the thing women call intuition or what ever! or just my mind be too active!!!! well it never stopped there did it! it went on! TBC................
Oh by the way! Zippy only ever came back once again as you can se in the pic, but we're not able to see each other anymore he has another friend!!! ha ha,
always remember invisable friends are not real!!!
*Kiss*